August 2011
5 posts
sexy as fuck!!!
Last year I didn’t understand why people would always say they hate freshman…I get it now…
I’m always falling for like the absolute worst guys aren’t I? He’s all I love you then ohh I like this other girl two and I’m gunma fuck with your mind and talk to you all about her even though it probably hurts you….oh wait no, that would mean he cares even the slightest about my feelings….fuck you.
Havnt been on this shit in forever! I’ll start posting more n more for those few reading
May 2011
1 post
bleh I dont even know what to do…I never get nervous around guys but ehh I get all shaky…he says it’s cute… I shouldn’t be feeling stiff like this imma tough girl…shit even my tears have balls
February 2011
2 posts
now I really dont know what to do
it’s my birthday
January 2011
10 posts
I don’t think he realizes what he does to me
I hate waiting especially when I have doubt if it’s really gunna happen….sadly this time it didn’t happen…oh well I guess…someone should throw Calvin off a cliff (joshs words)
guys r super duper confusing…I can’t get him out of my head n idk if he’s really worth waiting for, is anyone worth waiting for? he told me he needs to get his inner party out so he won’t hurt me but don’t ya think if he really liked me and really didn’t wanna hurt me he wouldn’t need time? and last year he never even talked to me like at all n I jus...
Oh fuck
I know it’s wrong to like him. Trust me I know it might be one of the worst choices of my life. But the way we talk and hang out. It really confuses me because of all the mixed signals…he just makes me feel so loved and important and at times that’s all I really need. I know he’s a player an a heartbreaker, but somthing about him. I really don’t know what that...
nigger-jiggermanjensen:
lol just because a lot of people like you doesn’t mean i will
its almost my birthday!! :] im soo excited. i know exactly what my parents are gunna get me and i know its gunna be so awesome. so im having a beach party then a huge sleepover then the next morning we r all going to great anerica! its gunna be really fun… but yaaa i hadd work today and it was really creepy because maddy is a creeper…and a 2nd grader cut my hand ….
Well I don’t know if my life can get more akward, I guess I make things akward because I don’t want to actualy deal with them or I jus simply don’t know how. Either way I kno it’s wrong to like him so much but I jus can’t help it. I’m embarrased to tell people because I kno what they r going to say but I his get so happy talking to him and he makes me feel like...
now
well my friend told me to make this so he can see what going on in my mind… kinda creepy…. right now life is just to complicated for words but once i find the word ill post them