Well I don’t know if my life can get more akward, I guess I make things akward because I don’t want to actualy deal with them or I jus simply don’t know how. Either way I kno it’s wrong to like him so much but I jus can’t help it. I’m embarrased to tell people because I kno what they r going to say but I his get so happy talking to him and he makes me feel like everything is gunna b ok. And ik he has a gf but I also knos he feels the same way about me . Gurrr