Oh fuck
I know it’s wrong to like him. Trust me I know it might be one of the worst choices of my life. But the way we talk and hang out. It really confuses me because of all the mixed signals…he just makes me feel so loved and important and at times that’s all I really need. I know he’s a player an a heartbreaker, but somthing about him. I really don’t know what that something is quite yet. And yes it definetly bothers me that I don’t know. Finding the words to say to him is nearly impossible. I know what the people from ISM would say. And it’s not good. I just can’t help it i’m sorry